Apologize

I want to apologize.

I want to apologize to all those I thought might once and at last complete me.

I want to apologize to those I demanded complete me.

I want to apologize to those I discarded because you didn’t.

I want to apologize.

You weren’t built to offer me such stability.

I did however miss out on what you could have offered.

I want to apologize.

I want to apologize to you.

I want to apologize to me.

I want to apologize to the Real Thing.

I want to apologize.

And thus I have.

I pray one day I believe it.